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2024-jul-21
I remember seeing a kid playing age of empires 2 at miramont when i was little. I was just
watching this kid play, he had one arm. Since I was a little kid, it was the first time I
had ever seen someone with only one arm. But he had no problem playing the game at all. He
told me all about the game as I watched and after I left that day, I wanted nothing more
than to own a copy myself.
once i got it I loaded it onto the laptop we had and when i was out of school, i would take
it with me when I went to my mom's work with her (at that time, a greenhouse / plant nursery
sort of place), and I'd play it for hours straight in the break room. scenario editor all
day - no patience for storyline. now the smell of poorly made office coffee and DIRT really
makes me think of this time - awesome. there were also days I'd bring a toy car or plastic
soldiers or something and hangout in the greenhouse til it was time to go home - Humidity
and soil.
I am frustrated with the current state of music sharing - the platforms and the problems
that come with them. I do not want to get into specifics, lots of other people do a great
job with dissecting it all
I'll make all my music available everywhere for accessibility eventually I think. But I'm
working on an at-home spot right here on this site that I think will be more expressive and
with any luck, the problems it inevitably has will be more fun ones.
It will be here as soon as it's ready - sorry to delay, I just wanna get it at least like
80% right in my head. I'm no developer or anything, and I don't have any large-size ambition
to be one. I feel focused and incredibly unfocused at the same time; maybe a socialized need
to pick a "thing" to do, even though it all seems to connect anyway. "choose 1 thing only,
do not spread yourself too thin across interests". anyway here's a great song in the mean
time + a short vid I made a while back! enjoy the summer stay out of the heat if it is where
you are.
2024-may-13
hello I am 26 as of a few days ago - weird feeling
and i don't know what I am doing I'm just going to share work here and hope for the best
whatever that means
thank you for checking out the page. here's a drawing, some renders, and a tune I have been
listening to today.
I just wanted to make a site to have a little corner of the internet that wasn't
instagram.
instagram & platforms like it can be great, but its scale makes it limited.
here I can do stupid (fun) things, like make images have different / extreme aspect ratios
it's a small thing, but the small things are a big deal, at least to me.
maybe YOU should make a website too.
anyway I'm probably just going to make posts about what i am working
on at the time and maybe share some thoughts. in the meantime, you can find more stuff on my
work page.